This Isn't Me

i fear myself

what ive become

this isnt me

what have i done

 

ive lost myself

surrendured my heart

sold my soul

and fell apart

 

i fear myself

what ive become

this isnt me

what have i done

 

my thoughts, a mess

im going insane

im drowning in fear

im drowning in pain

 

what ive become

it isnt me

this isnt  what

i wanted to be

 

i used to be so strong

i usned to smile

i used to have answers

to overcoem lifes trials

 

what ive become

it isnt me

this isnt what

i wanted to be

 

now im angry

ive lost my way

scared to wake up

and face another day

 

i fear myself

what ive become

this isnt me

what have i done

 

fear and sadness

eat me inside

so i try to run

i try to hide

 

what ive become

it isnt me

this isnt what

 i wanted to be

 

i fear myself

what ive become

this inst me

what have i done?

This Isn't Me by Kaitlin Tormey is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.