Again

step on the scale again

pray the numbers low

pull out the mesuring tape again

pray for one inch less

count the calories again

pray you didnt eat to much

turn the stereo up again

pray for the horror to stop

bend over the toilet again

hope it all comes up

excersise again and again

work off one more pound

stand before a mirror again

wish youd tried alittle more

stare at your reflection again

wish you could be pretty and thin

fall on the bed again

u pay for beuaty with tears

hurt yourself again

pray for it all to end

stare into the sky again

feel the pain you hide within

stare at the food again

u want what you cant have

hear the voice in your head again

scream please go away

send a prayer to god again

your tired of living like this

stare at a magazne again

u dont look like them

step on the scale again

the numbers still the same

lock the bathroom door again

do what the vouce tells you to

kneel down on the floor again

u dont want to be fat anymore

face down on your pillow again

u want this nightmare to end

pull out the journal again

calculate the days sins

stare at the razor on the floor again

this war you will never win

pick up the razor again

you will make it all end

Again by Kaitlin Tormey is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.